Back again! It's official!! =D

Took my weigh-in this morning, 2 mths later Dx But better late, than never!

I realise that saying "oh I'll wait and do this then.." never gets done.
I don't want to say that "I'll try" because "trying" feels like it'll be too easy to say "well, I tried.. but it didn't happen" or even "I'll try, but I'll try later", so I'd rather say "from now on, I'm going to live by".. it feels like it might bring on too much pressure, but I'd rather do that, than to allow myself to lax too much.

So, this is what I want to live by: don't put off 'till tomorrow, what you can do today.

That's what got me to do my weigh-in this morning, otherwise I'd have just let it dwindle longer. 

Today is a new day, and there are many things I can do and will do!

I've been allowing myself to think negatively far too long, and I'm not a negative person initially, but there's something I saw on fb yesterday, and it rang really really true. I'm going to post the picture below. 
Initially, this is what I interpret it as saying "the people who you hang around with the most, are the ones that will influence you, your personality the most" and it's really really true. As my peamate, my bestie, he's a very negative thinking person, he's also been described as a little rage volcano. I love him to bits, he's got a lot of great qualities and I'm always hanging out with him (although less now, as he started working again), but he does tend to be very negative/aggressive and while for the longest time I was trying to think positive, after a while, I started thinking negatively too. I'm not blaming him for it. Yes, it's probably because we spend SO much time together, but as the post says "5 people"... and I only spend time with him.. always, constantly, it's my own fault for not having more friends to hang out with. And it's not only on him, because most of my other friends are negative thinking ppl. Maybe not so much so, but they're the type of people to always talk negatively of others, which makes me not really want to hang out with them. I don't like all this negativity *super frustrated*.. why do all my non-negative, more chipper friends have to live outside of the city?

I need more friends. Ok, no feeling sorry for myself. Think positive, look on the bright side of things, set some short term goals and do what I can do. *nods*

Okies, I'm done my rant, rage and ramble =D